role playing

Don’t you think that we all have specific roles to play? not only in our very own life, but also to others'. think token black dude in every teen flick. think nerdy gurl turned suddenly hot chick. or think albino, deaf or any physically impaired villain in a dan brown book. not much different in real life, though i have yet to encounter a nerdy gurl turned into hot chick. perhaps a nerdy boy turned into chick but not the other way around. and villains in my life consists of rude credit card company representatives and MRT commuters. though i doubt that MRT commuters are physically impaired as they can push and shove like monkeys in a banana plantation. although our roles may vary in every other's life, i can only surmise their difference. you may be the comic relief in this particular group but be satan's underling in another. but still, this isn’t an assigned role. we bring it upon ourselves. not!! people around us gives a certain connotation about our personality and its up to us to play along. think misunderstood mysterious and quiet guy. for all we know he can be worse.. anyway i know i dont have a freaking point. i know it has been more than a year, but i feel for kobe. he's one day the hero, where everybody wants to be like kobe. it doesn’t rhyme, so what? and the next day be the villain, the ex-endorser of wholesome products. the enemy. but this doesn’t discount the fact that he's been good his whole life. trying to do everything right for others and be 'the man'. one slip up, though one major booboo, and down goes his image. i guess what i'm trying to say is, i’m ready to embrace the villain role. paint me as the bad guy, label me as the typical jerk and line me up with all the evil men you know. if by doing so means happiness for others, then i accept it. if deviating from my real self (or at least on what i'm trying to be) pleases everybody, most especially those who i care for dearly, then so be it. strap me with those shiny overalls, provide me a mini-me and scantily dressed chicks, relocate me in a volcano with boiling magma and equip me with all evil gadgets. i’ll even come up with my own evil laugh cause this villain is ready to roll…

this is one role i wouldn't mind playing. 'Hello, I am Fernando Martinez and this is Emotion...'